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Post by Fayt Leingod on Feb 22, 2005 22:42:13 GMT -5
I dont care from here, about me getting banned from this forum "Simulation Chamber"
but I am going to say this.
I am sick of people cant take what people say. You know what, they arent fucking perfect. Get over it. So ignore fucking talks that the person says.
Next. You dont fucking ban person JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO FUCKING HEAR ABOUT IT OR BECAUSE HE WAS DEFENDING FOR A FUCKING PERSON.
You know what, you fucking h-ops like to use that fucking ass ban/kick so much. Why not enjoy use it every fucking day? I just cant wait.
If you dont like the fucking little words I say, then go fuck yourself. I dont give a fucking damn anymore. I dont give a fucking care to your ass fucking opinions. All I see is prejudice and criticism. Of course if you fucking provoke someone, that person will be an ass to the channel and to you. But noooo just because you dont fucking like it, you fucking ban him. And listen to other people and you dont listen to his story. Everything has to be around you.
So what, this fucking world doesnt revolve around you.
And admins, I know you guys would be really hot headed when you read this, but you know what? Go ahead and ban me, I just cant wait to get myself end up like that.
I fucking deserve it. Sure I do. Thats why I fucking over reacted in SC channel and got myself "fucking banned".
But you know what I tried to help a fucking friend. Thats I am proud about. If no one likes it, you people can suck my balls.
End of my fucking talk. I just cant wait to see what my result is.
I just cant wait to see myself get banned like I did long time ago in srwg how I backtalked to Alkaiser.
If SOME people know what happened at that time, then fucking remember. Because its just like the same thing. Fucking abuses.
And Admins. Thank you for your business, and I cant wait to see my big punishment.
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Post by Sigfried on Feb 22, 2005 22:49:15 GMT -5
I don't particularly accept the constant use of the word fuck and its derivitives in this little conversation piece, but I completely agree with every "fucking" word he's saying. We've had enough of your goddamn bias. I've had enough of your failure to realize there are things about my life I refuse to reveal to you, so you make generalizations. Not all people grew up in happy little households with happy siblings. Not all people grew up rich or poor. I'm just an upper-middle class only child who originally wanted to have friends and make nice. Just because I was different began the stream of society treating me like shit. I've twisted the residual feelings into anger, hate, and obnoxiousness. I have social anxiety. Even with this medicine, I'm not perfect. I still have trouble controlling myself. But I have no problem now saying this: Some of you are complete fucktards, and you know it. There are those of you that I'm cool with (JnK, Shadow00X, FrostWinterheim, etc.) and those of you I'm not. If you want to still have anything to do with me, fine. My contact information is in my profile. ChaosCathedral@hotmail.com, SigfriedOfFlames, NeoSigfried@yahoo.com. IRC is #revolve on irchighway.net if I even bother. If you don't want to have anything else to do with me, fine. That's your problem, not mine. And no, you can't have my Hangar or PCD. Hell, I don't want your hands touching my ARC for two months.  Farewell from the Castle. |
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Post by AlannaMolov on Feb 22, 2005 23:02:28 GMT -5
I haven't had a perfect life either, Sig. I'm not about to go on about it, but lemme just say that what you just typed is really offensive to people who weren't particularly priveledged but try their damned best to get along with everyone else and don't use it as an excuse. You're older than me, but you're the one who needs to grow up. :\
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Post by Sigfried on Feb 22, 2005 23:04:29 GMT -5
Shut up. It never worked before, what makes you think it will work now? You don't care about me.
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Post by Trigger on Feb 22, 2005 23:05:07 GMT -5
This is Why you're suppost to wait and caim down before posting a rank like this. I have nothing to add outside of the overuse of "Fuck" never makes you look good.
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Post by Sigfried on Feb 22, 2005 23:05:55 GMT -5
Calming down won't do any good.
Face it:
NOTHING YOU CAN SAY WILL DO ANY GOOD ANY MORE.
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Post by Rooster on Feb 22, 2005 23:08:11 GMT -5
God. stop being such a drama queen. Nobody's childhoods were perfect. Get over it and learn to play nice with the other children.
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Post by AlannaMolov on Feb 22, 2005 23:08:20 GMT -5
No, I don't, Sig. I'm just defending all of the people you insulted with that post, including myself. :P
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Post by Sigfried on Feb 22, 2005 23:08:54 GMT -5
It's TOO LATE. NOTHING WILL CHANGE. YOU WON'T CHANGE, I WON'T.
You really think I'm cut out for drama? I thought I was too fat for it.
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Post by Trigger on Feb 22, 2005 23:09:11 GMT -5
Fine, but just remeber, Help is only helpful if you allow it to be.
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Post by Sigfried on Feb 22, 2005 23:09:41 GMT -5
It's too late for us.
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Post by Fayt Leingod on Feb 22, 2005 23:11:26 GMT -5
It wouldnt matter for me, because I have been already on a fucking hit list.
Oh geez I know people want me out. So who cares.
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Post by Sytax on Feb 22, 2005 23:11:40 GMT -5
JnK. Please consider several things.
1. Long term bans occur rarely in fact the only person i've seen getting long term bans is Sig and i'm sure we all know why that is.
2. When Sig was banned again you weren't in the channel. You don't evn know the reasons behind it or the fact that most people there supported it. It stands to reason that if a channel desides to eject a person this should be done.
3. There is a difference between abuse and banning someone for breaking the rules. Abuse is when banning or kicking is done malicously with the intent to cause harm to the abused. What happened today was because Sig broke the rules by disrupting the channel and managed to disgust the everyone there.
4. Ops/halfops also have feelings and when you burst into the chat demanding something and swearing at them and generally disturbing the chat and telling people to shut up and stay out of it, your not going to get a good response. As much as you wouldn't like us swearing at you and attacking you. We don't like people doing the same to us. Frankly we don't deserve it. All we're doing is trying to ensure the channel runs smoothly. We don't need to be told how to do our jobs.
Finally I hope you read this and listen, I'm not getting at you, i'm not attacking you. I'm simply asking you to consider what I am saying and try to see things from our side.
As to you Sigfried. As much as its easy to blame your problems on the actions of others or on your upbringing however doing so isn't accepting your responsiblity to yourself. Your upbringing and the actions of others towards you do not define the actions you take. They do not force you to treat others with malice or give you the write to inflict pain on them or even justify you disrupting others enjoyment. As a simple if not extreme example did Hitler's upbringing and his young adult life justify the millions of people killed due to his actions. Quite simply the answer is no. He made the decision on how to act, he was the one who signed the orders that would kill hundreds of thousands, not his upbringing or his rejection from art colledge. It was just him. I hope you cosider this before you blame all your problems and actions on societies downfall.
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Post by Umbaglo on Feb 22, 2005 23:13:00 GMT -5
With your attitude, it sure is. There's been plenty of opportunities available, but instead of taking them, you just think that you have the right to treat people like trash. This is false, and you have no excuse for the way you're acting. The fault lies on no one but yourself.
Refusing assistance is no excuse to act the way you have been. I hope that someday you'll look back and regret the way you act, but I have a feeling that by the time you do it'll be much too late.
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Post by Sigfried on Feb 22, 2005 23:13:04 GMT -5
I'm not going to sign the paper to create genocide, however.
If my parents wanted to, they could have me locked away. That's how incapable of "proper" social interaction I am.
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